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Yey. My connection is back to normal.

That means no more leeching from neighbours. I donapos;t like to do that but if I have no connection I would end up bald.

speaking of which, I need a freakin haircut.

Was supposed to, but various events love to take a turn.

Iapos;m not a last minute person. I like to plan. And then there are people around me, new people, those whom Iapos;m still newly discovering. And then itapos;s shocking when you discover that their way of doing things is so out of line by my standards.

Either I set my standards too high or theyapos;re just not human. Yeah.

And I think K box is a waste of time and money but I still went anyway and I wonder if itapos;s such a huge surprise I sing Engish songs better than Mandarin songs. Hmmm. K box had Warwick Avenue by Duffy. Waw. And apologise.

And as I type, my connection disappeared.

Kaninah.

And then thereapos;s the vulgarities. I swear, I am feeling so suffocated. I canapos;t curse and swear as I please. Even nabeh is like a bad word which shocks people. I swear itapos;s my stupid hair. Itapos;s freakin long and now I look damn fucking guai. I donapos;t like my image. Someday, Iapos;m going to get irritated and chop it all off again. This cycle repeats every 6 months. Itapos;s about time.

Either that or Iapos;ll get an afro.

OKAY.

So many things to do before tomorrow come. I could sing If tomorrow never comes and wish it wouldnapos;t and Iapos;ll be so much happier.

Iapos;m more or less not emo now, just friggin stressed out. Iapos;ll burst one day and no one would notice. Thatapos;s the beauty of being single. Donapos;t have to torture anyone to be at the receiving end of things. Anyway, I went Tampines Ikea last night to view furniture for my new house. The last time I was there, I was obviously with lh and that was ages ago. Canapos;t believe how much Iapos;ve avoided those kinda places weapos;ve gone before for so long. Before, I would have just gone and emo one corner. Now, Iapos;m just enjoying the place the way I would. Plus the food. Of course, I wouldnapos;t rule out enjoying furniture shopping and future planning for my dream house with another person. People come and go, but dreams do not change.

Iapos;m still waiting for my someonel I know sheapos;s out there, and I know I havenapos;t met her yet.

Love is about acceptance, but if there are like blatent warning signs even before we get together I wouldnapos;t pursue it further. Somehow, with the right person, it should be effortless, at least at the dating stage. There are a lot of things I donapos;t like. If I have to face a future with that someone living with all the things she does which I dislike, I might as well look for someone else I like better or stay on my own.

Itapos;s so helpful to have loads of friends. Like Crystal Chin who managed to see someone in person. Iapos;m not sure if I want an opinion here. Heh.

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